from my last update on Jan 09.. I was mentioning that my granny is becoming more and more weak when I visited her last year Dec...

and really.. something happen to her ...

on the 9th of April.. My mother called back to chat with my granny .... then we got to know that she had a fall at home that day.. a very serious fall...no one was at home when she fell down.. that day my uncle who stayed with her was out to hav his dialysis session .... I think she was very weak ... while walking from the kitchen to her room.. she miss her steps and fell down... Her left side of her body had blue-black and her shoulder bone had some cracks..

After hearing to the bad news.. my parents quicking book the coach back to Malaysia the next day evening ... They were there throughout the weekend..

As days goes by, we did call my cousin to ask hows her situation .. and they said that she is slowly recovering.. as she is too old for surgery.. therefore, need to let it slowly recover.

Suddenly,on the 30th April.... I received a call from my father just b4 I am about to go for lunch..He asked my to check whether is the place for the plane to go back Malaysia today or nt.. I was like huh why leh.. Then my father said.. Granny passed away le....I was like wat??? did I hear wrongly... granny passed away already.. It was so ver sudden....I busted out to tears.. why did she leave so sudden... I did nt even get to see her the last chance... why why...
I quickly check online for the availability of the air tickets for my parents and I .....

That evening, we took a plane back to penang... during the journey.. My tears really cant control itself and keep falling down..

We reached my granny house at about 10plus that night...

The wake last for 5days ..

My aunt told me that that morning , my granny still have her breakfast... Then she keep grumbling that her "zhi chuang" keep coming out and her stomach is bloated and she keep complaining that her passed motion not smooth...

My aunt settled her bloated stomach and she followed her back to her room on her bed...Then she went to prepare lunch for her.. so she brought in her lunch to her and a cup of water... My granny still had a mouth of water herself and my aunt feed her one spoon of rice then suddenly my granny goes breathless... my aunt gt a fright and keep calling her... she react abit ... but in the end they try to rush her to the hospital but b4 reaching the hospital she already ... In the end , they brought her back home and did the necessary stuffs...


I was so so regretted that why I did not followed my parents back to see my granny when she felt down... why .... at least if I followed them back.. at least I hav the chances to take care of her and show some concern to her...

all my memories with my granny keep on flashing in my mind... the days that I spent my holidays at my granny... Some more , when we are back to her house for holiday, we will always sleep with her in her room.. therefore, whenever I see her bed in the room.. the more I will think of her.....

after I m mature to think of things, its so called my first time losing someone in my life.... really...i really still cant accept the fact that my granny is no longer in the world....
even till now....

I missed u granny...