finally my blog is ok now..last few days was down cz i tried to download a new blogskins..but maybe that skin gt prob..thats y my blog also gt prob ba..
abt one week never upload my blog liao..
many things happened these week..
but i think i better nt said it again..cz everything r now the past liao..really the past ..forever in the past..
i know u all may think i m jus saying only..n in the end i will make the same mistake again n go back to him...
but i jus wanna let all my friends esp my close friends..sharon, deb, glenna n ting.....
i wanna let u all know that i m ver clear n determind of my decision now..ver ..this time really made up my mind n xiang tong le..
i decided to let him be my past from now onwards...since he can treat mi so badly..ok loh..i will not care abt him anymore...wasted my time n my feelings...i hav been hurted by him many many times liao..i really scared n tired of it now..nt point wasting my time on this kind of guy..he is jus a bastard..i hate him now..
he really ren xin to give mi up like that..ok loh..i will make him regret for letting mi go..i will make sure that i will live a better life without him..
gers,....i really really will do it this time..i really hope that u all will give mi one last chance..
last wed..we just had a farewell party at hfcc..nearly everyone drink..we bought leo beer...wah..its ver strong..stronger than tiger loh...i drink abt 3-5cans...then i start to feel dizzy liao..so i tell myself i cant liao..if i stay longer ..i may nt know wat i m doing liao...so i went off around 12.30am...
but poor pc ned to clear up the mess when she reached the next day morning....azman was drunk .ver drunk..he dun even remember who he kissed on that night..omg...azman..i cant believed he can be drunk until this extend..ya i mean its fun ..to chilled around..drink..but everyone should hav their own limits loh...hiaz...actually i wanted to drink somemore but i keep telling myself..i cant do that..i may do something wrong in the end..
ok..from now onwards i will live a better life.a more meaningful life..
sorry gers..i made u all worried abt mi so much..
but i m jus ver soft n weak when handling relationship esp to someone i really love..