hmm..one week never update my blog liao..alot of things happened to mi this week..
actually..last mon. i n ah fei started to get close to each other..then he told mi that he got feeling for mi..n started sweet talk to mi...then we talked on phone nearly everynight..then on wed night he sent mi hm...we were ver close by then ..then he dated mi out on thurs..we both were working morning that day,then we both went hm first n we meet up at night for movie n dinner...we had a wonderful night...jus like a lovely couple...then we went to work together that few days..n he sent mi hm that few days also.....on mon n tue morning..i went to his house ..we had a fun time together..we talk abt our feelings n alot of things..everything was fine until tue night...that gerald dun noe y went to tell sheila that he suspect that i n ah fei is together now..then sheila was ver sad n hurt..she even called ah fei to confirm...then she was crying when she called them ..she even called the outlet to ask mi abt it..i felt so bad abt it also..for hurting her,...somemore i treat her as a true friend...she is the first friend that i made in the work place loh...ah fei felt ver bad after that also..he keep saying that he hav done wrong liao..but he did nt say wat...then on wed..he treat mi ver cold...actually i intend to wait for himto finish work de cz i work till 7pm ma..but in the end i did nt ...cz i think i should let him cool down n think over first..then on thurs night i asked him to wait for mi to finish work ..but he said he nex day working at 10am..so at last he did nt wait for mi..then after work ..he called mi..saying that he did smtg wrong liao..he said we should be as friends rather then couple..he said he was yi shi cong dong to start the relationship that time..i felt so hurt when i hurt that...he said he will go back malaysia in sept n he rather end it now so that i wun get so hurt...but i was ver hurt loh..y cant he treasure the time together till sept comes..he even said that his feelings for mi is getting lesser n lesser liao..i keep saying ...y nt give each other another 2weeks..if after 2weeks..the relationship still dun work out..then we break off..in the end he said ok .if this way i will feel better then ok..but on fri morning i went to his house to look for him to hope that we could say things out clearer face to face ..i did nt tell him that i will go down..i only called him when i m outside his house...i reached at abt10am..but..in the end...he said after 2weeks the result will still be the same..cz the feeling for mi is no longer there...i cried in front of him...but after serious thinking..i told him..let mi acc him for the last time that day then we will end the relationship n become friend...n he even gave mi his necklace with a cross on it..as a memory..y.y.until this point u still wan to treat mi this way.....until now..i still cant get over with it...he is the first guy i cried for n dun wan to let go ever since andrew was away....i even thought of giving up on andrew cz of him..i dun noe y..for him..i give in alot..i know he is those type who dun noe how to zhu dong de..so most of the time i m the one who make the first move..i already close one eye on his low edu, not zhu dong, nt active type...but this is wat i get in return...now i dun noe how to face him everyday at work..but i tell myself maybe cz zhu ding i will still end up with andrew cz in this half a yr i did nt meet a better guy than him or even together with another guy till andrew comes back..maybe its all zhu ding ba,...then like these i dun need to fa whether how to tell andrew abt i n ah fei or even scare of hurtting andrew..
cz of all these..i hav been making mistakes at work..i forgotten to place order for cakes of today n tomorrow..i felt to bad loh..i noe azman n alex n kumaran muz be ver angry with mi..things at work wasn't ver good also,..having kumaran n raymond in my shift spoilt my day loh..they like to interrupt my way of managing my shift..n keep scolding the staffs for nothing..n raymond was nt happy on mi that i ordered too much purees n takes up alot of his fridge..really..ordering is really a headache...sometimes will forget to order this sometimes will order too much of that..i already was ver careful to make sure i order everything liao..but in the end i still forgotten to order the cakes..i hav nt been on my mind these few days...oh man...cannot liao..i still to get back on tract liao...