i really still cant accept the fact that wat dawis had done.when pc told mi on thurs morning..i really cant believe it..i quickly went to buy newspaper n read abt it...at the first his face was cover by his hand so i think it might be a different guy with the same name...then yesterday newspaper showed dawis face n even mentioned that he is a science lecturer from tp...they even interviewd few tp lecturers n students..everyone said that he is a good lecturer..ya loh..he is really a good lecturer..y muz this thing happen to him./.y on earth of so many guys in singapore ....he muz be the unlucky one...he realy dun look like those kind of guy loh..
somemore he was my fyp supervisor..he treated us very good ....was always there for us when we gt prob...he has a kind heart...of so many guy lecturer ..he is the best loh.....will help us in our work...n give us advice n hints...
no matter how i look ..i still dun believe that he is this kind of guy....oh no..i still cant over it...
a pity to lose a good lecturer..but ...when someone make mistake he still need to be punish de...maybe this is nt wat he wan also..many ppl always only regret n felt sorry after they made the mistakes..
hiaz..
he has nt been msging mi from 12days liao..i felt so hurt when i know that he gt call his cousin these few days loh..y he gt the time to call his cousin but know time to call mi..nt even msg loh..dun noe wat is he thinking...i know he is still fear of our relationship..esp our religion prob..he think i nt scared meh..jus that i dun wan to think abt it now..cz i know no matter wat i wun force him to convert de..i will let everything be nature..if its god's will to let him convert..god will call him de...if nt ..i force him also no use...y he still dun understand my ku xin...haiz..sometime i really feel ver tired of waiting..
sometimes i really felt so weak n tired n wan someone to yi kao...i feel worse when i work closing eveyday..cz when i wake up my parents nt at hm ..then when i reach hm from work..they r already sleeping..i feel so lonely..evryone hav times when they r weak n need someone to teng n yi kao de...
n all my friends also nt by my side...nt like poly time ..sharon is always by my side ....
hiaz..i also dun know..y these few days i feels so down n weak...
actually i meet few guys who r nt bad..but sometimes i scare tat i will hurt andrew ...i dun wan to hurt him...but i do so much for him..does he know..no he dun noe...all he cares is his work loh...
somemore he was my fyp supervisor..he treated us very good ....was always there for us when we gt prob...he has a kind heart...of so many guy lecturer ..he is the best loh.....will help us in our work...n give us advice n hints...
no matter how i look ..i still dun believe that he is this kind of guy....oh no..i still cant over it...
a pity to lose a good lecturer..but ...when someone make mistake he still need to be punish de...maybe this is nt wat he wan also..many ppl always only regret n felt sorry after they made the mistakes..
hiaz..
he has nt been msging mi from 12days liao..i felt so hurt when i know that he gt call his cousin these few days loh..y he gt the time to call his cousin but know time to call mi..nt even msg loh..dun noe wat is he thinking...i know he is still fear of our relationship..esp our religion prob..he think i nt scared meh..jus that i dun wan to think abt it now..cz i know no matter wat i wun force him to convert de..i will let everything be nature..if its god's will to let him convert..god will call him de...if nt ..i force him also no use...y he still dun understand my ku xin...haiz..sometime i really feel ver tired of waiting..
sometimes i really felt so weak n tired n wan someone to yi kao...i feel worse when i work closing eveyday..cz when i wake up my parents nt at hm ..then when i reach hm from work..they r already sleeping..i feel so lonely..evryone hav times when they r weak n need someone to teng n yi kao de...
n all my friends also nt by my side...nt like poly time ..sharon is always by my side ....
hiaz..i also dun know..y these few days i feels so down n weak...
actually i meet few guys who r nt bad..but sometimes i scare tat i will hurt andrew ...i dun wan to hurt him...but i do so much for him..does he know..no he dun noe...all he cares is his work loh...
when i told my mum abt him..she also said yes he gt future..but muz c whether he gt the heart or nt...she asked mi nt to wait..she say nt harm knowing more guys..slowly choose...
dun noe y sometimes..i suddenly feel of settling down..n wan to hav my own family...