wah..yesterday's work was really tired..coz it was super busy loh..the ppl come in n in ...no stop...it only slow down around 6 smtg...then balan gave mi his meal..n i ordered the gralic prawn noodles without the prawns but with fish n chip...but by the time it was ready.. my parents came to fetch mi liao..so i packed it up..n changed n went to look for my parents..
we went to a hawker center near the national stadium there to hav our dinner...then i look on my hp..n found a miss call...at that time we were abt to go off already..then u noe whose number i saw...it appear Andrew's name..i was to surprise to c that..i m thinkintg whether is it that his parents call or accidently press...then i msg back "hi.u call mi?"..they he called mi..it was his voice..i was so shocked to hear his voice...he came back since the new year eve..but then his phone was with his cousin all the while...then coz i did sent his those sweet msg..n i did nt know that his cousin using his phone..then when he gt the phone back from his cousin yesterday..his cousin laugh at him abt the msg..hehe...we talked for a while..he asked where m i ...then at the time mi n my family was abt to go to the river hong bao there..then he said want him to take cab down to meet mi or nt..fei hua..of course lah..we so long never c each other liao...he really did came down to look for mi...coz i did told my mother abt him b4..then i told her that he coming down..then he was so nervous loh...hehe...he said wat long time dun hav gf liao..so ver pai sei to meet my parents..scared dun noe wat to say to them..hehe...bt u did it my dear....jus greet them n say happy chinese new year can liao..then i asked him whether wan to go walk walk or nt..thebn he said he think we should pei my parents walk around first..coz he jus cam edown n then jus walk off like this nt so good,..then we pei them for a while n walked to my fatehr taxi there..then my mother ask ...u two wanna to go walk walk or go hm..then i told her go walk walk ba..then we said bye to my parents..
we walked to a stone seat near the bridge there n sit down n talk...we had a long night talk till around 11 smtg...we talked abt his work life at overseas there..n the things between us..the prob..n wat to do abt our relationship...he said he was being hurt few times by his ex deeply..n since then he has a fear of getting into a relationship..scare of being get hurt again..scare that if he put in too much feeling n effort n commitment n in the end get hurt...then he is a person whom dun like to be control by ppl, even his parents cant control him..use to being a single...he is also a person who dun like to report this n that to his gf de..n another prob is our religion prob..
then i asked him y then in the first place u want to start the relationship..he said the feeling was really there at that time...as times goes by he really feels that he hav fallen for mi truely..but coz of our religion prob n his fear of being hurt...he was nt sure n hesisted abt the relationship..which cause him to avoid mi n even thought that by doing this i will hated him n break off with him..but in the end i did nt..i even asked sharon to call him..this thing happen around last yr nov...actually until that time he was still unsure abt whether to continue the realationship or nt..when sharon called him that day..he knew that i was jus beside even though she told him i was nt there...he even knew that i cried at the monment...he said he was really being touch by mi at that time..thats y he did nt give sharon a sure ans to let her tell mi n dun wan her to give mi the wrong concept..n by that time he was abt to go overseas to work already..he did called mi b4 he went overseas..he said he knew that he has the responsibility to call mi to tell mi where he going esp for so long...
as for y when he is overseas ..he sometimes did reply my msg n sometimes did nt..he said that he was lazy n felt that he is reporting to mi his daily life matters...n he dun like to report his every action to his gf de..ok loh..i understand n respect him..coz i did hav this kind of feeling b4..i understand de...
at the first place when i asked him so wat u intend to do abt our relationship..he said "i made an effort to come down to meet u nt mtg my friends n even meet your parents.."u should noe the ans already right...hmm..yes of course..i can sense that u still zai hu wo..or else u will nt make an effort to call mi liao...jus that i wan to hear u say out ma..my dear...actually his friends asked him out for drinks..but he did nt go..instead he came down to meet mi..n even bring up the courage to meet my parents...i was touch..he said actually he is still confused n fear now...but he still loves mi which make him want to meet mi...maybe he is those kind of guys who think far..partical guy...
i m sure i will try my best to make him nt fear of getting into relationship anymore..n believe that god will help mi to do this n also to give mi the li liang to solve our religion prob...
after yesterday..i decided nt to give up so easily liao..i muz go for wat i want..unless he fall for someone or else i will nt give up de..
I went off @
12:00 PM
finally gt my ans..
Saturday, February 12, 2005