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stress....
Thursday, December 30, 2004

nearly a week never update my blog laio..coz my hm com spoit ..so i could only use the com when i work at the IT center...
had a long day today....making ice cream again...meet mr. dawis n he went though our log book n briefed us on tomorrow interview..so many things to know for tomorrow interview..ger...so stress...no wonder ppl said that yr3 in poly is ver stress de...alot of things to do..projs n projs...
but todays herbs ice cream was nice n special...gt the man zhu gan after doing it...

To S n deb:
its has been more than one week when he msg mi (through friendster) liao... dun noe how is he doing now ...really miss him alot....sometime in my mouth i said to u all that i will give up if i found some one better than him..(esp in religion) but .....i really cant forget him...i often thinks if him...esp the things that we did together b4..the place that we went to....n evrything of him...even though he was ver cold to mi that one mth but my feelings to him did nt decrease at all...
maybe u all will think i ver silly to wait for this kind of guy whom made him suffer in pain myself..n keep running away from prob...but...love is blind..i keep telling myself to open myself to more friends n know more ppl....but still wu xiao...haha..he really had put some love spell on mi which made mi cant forget him..
i m waiting for him reply everyday....hoping to go online n check my mail....but wo yi ci yi ci de shi wan....dun noe whether does he still hav mi in his heart or nt.....
i noe i should concentrate on my studies now...but i jus cant stop thinking of him.....i feel like flying to the place he is to c him...but i dun even noe where he is now....
wo zhen shi bai..as his gf ..i dun even noe....sorry...telling u all ..all this again..

I went off @ 11:25 AM

Fly Away
Friday, December 24, 2004

Zhe yi ci shi wo zi ji wei zi ji xia de jue ding
Hen xiao xin ni shuo man man lai bie pa lai bu ji
Ru guo wo hai you yi dian dian bu an huo zhe chi yi
Wo bu hui dui ni de fan ying na yao hao qi
Luo ye a qi shi ye hen bu yuan yi
Qi shi ye bu xiang hui yi shei mei deng dao cuo guo le liu xing
Wo men a jiao ji zai zhe yi wai de jia qi
Yi ding na li jian guo ni yi ding ceng jing meng jian ni
Fly away wu qiong wu jin shi ni shen sui de yan jing
Kan zhao ni jiu ke yi rang wo mang mang ren hai li gan dao an ding
Fly away dang wo bu gu yi qie wu zhi jin zhui xun
You yi ge ren you yi ke xin zao yi jing mo mo zhi zhong zai na li
Zhe yi ci wen wo zi ji dou shuo wo hao bu huai yi
Ai shang ni zhong yu wo fa xian wo hai you yong qi
Wei yi wo jue de yi han de shi wo bu gou zi xi
Bu liao jie ni shuo na yi xie hua de yong yi
Ji hu shi suo you shi jian zai xiang ni
Kuai le zhi hou shi ya yi you mei you guo zhe yang de hu xi
Xing fu a zhi yao yi ge yan shen de jiao ji
Wo men yong bao zhao ci ji wo men ke wang zhao xiang yu
Fly away dang wo bu gu yi qie wu zhi jin zhui xun
Shi ni de ren shi ni de xin ri ri ye ye pei wo zai zhe li

I went off @ 8:30 AM

Shou Hou

Man tian xing xing ni de yan jing xiang
Jiu dian ying fan fu jian ji wo men de hui yi
Shi na ke xing wo fei chang que ding
Hui yong yuan shan shuo zai wo xin li
Yu hou de ye li ye kong bian de hao mei hao gan jing
Yan qian de ni hu ran de chen jing
Feng chui guo fa ji wu sheng lun kuo you yi shuang yan jing
Chun jing er tou ming wo zui ai de ni sha na bian ji yi
Wen du leng leng di zui ba zi ji yi ge ren hu xi
Chuan de zai hou ye bian de tuo yu
Shen bian shao le ni shuo hua zhi sheng kong dang de hui yin
Hao xiang bao jin ni wo zui ai de ni ru jin zai na li
Xing fu shi hou bie lai zao wo
Dai zhe ni de kuai le he ta ji xu wang qian zuo
Bu shu yu wo wo bu hui nan guo
Wo zhi dao you yi yang de tian kong
Xing fu zuo hou qing ji de wo
Wo hui jin wo quan tou ban a shang xin dou gan zuo
Ni yao ji de zhi shao hai you wo
Yi zhi zai wei ni mo mo shou hou

I went off @ 8:25 AM

Give Thanks

Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son
And now let the weak say I am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us

I went off @ 8:15 AM

Oh Holy Night

Oh holy night the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world in sin and error pining
Till he appeared and the soul felt its worth
The thrill of hope the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
Oh hear the angel voices
Oh night divine
Oh night when Christ was born
Oh holy night
Oh night divine

I went off @ 8:15 AM

christmas is coming....so excited..n happy...as jesus is coming ...
Thursday, December 23, 2004

finally can surf net liao..my house com net gt prob ..so i could only use com when i work at IT center here...the first webside i went in jus now was to check my friendster whether my dear reply to my msg on friendster or nt...YES!!!!finally he replied....so happy.....even though he did nt say much..he jus ask mi dun need worry abt him n jus study hard n dunn let him down...having these few words i m already ver contented liao...
dear ..dun worry.. i will nt let u down de...
hehe..we exchanging christmas present tomorrow.,..hehe..excited ...long time never exchange christmas present liao...
i jus bought a new skirt yesterday..pink de...hehe..dun noe y start to wear pink stuff lately...hehe....i like the skirt alot...its actually $29...then my mother help mi bagain until $25...hehe....
then also bought a pendant...hah..i also like the pendant ...

I went off @ 11:30 AM

Saturday, December 18, 2004

at work now again...there is a class going on today..but luckily outside nt so many ppl...actualy today intend to go gym with deb de..but today wake up ..dun feel liek going liao..n yesterday when fixing the com..knock my leg..n still pain now,.,.so sorry deb...though u will go with xw n pc they all...sorry..make u bring the things already..
he promised mi that he willl check his friendster n reply my msg though friendster..but till now...he nt yet go in yet..
went with my mum...to look for baby doll...for our christmas act tomorroww.. nt very cute but better than ntg...hope tomorrow's coarling will be sucessful..
maybe having steamboat with sharon, deb , ting , glenna maybe,,...on christmas eve,...hope it will be on..haha...

I went off @ 12:46 PM

Qi Li Xiang
Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Chuang wai de ma que zai dian xian gan shang duo zui
Ni shuo zhe yi ju hen you xia tian de gan jue
Shou zhong de qian bi zai zhi shang lai lai hui hui
Wo yong ji hang zi xing rong ni shi wo de shui
Qiu dao yu de zi wei mao gen ni dou xiang liao jie
Chu lian de xiang wei jiu zhe yang bei wo men xun hui
Na wen nuan de yang guang xiang gang zhai de xian yan cao mei
Ni shuo ni she bu de chi diao zhe yi zhong gan jue
Yu xia zheng ye wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
Yuan zi luo ye gen wo de si nian hou hou yi die
Ji ju shi fei ye wu fa jiang wo de re qing leng que
Ni chu xian zai wo shi de mei yi ye
Yu xia zheng ye wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
Chuang tai hu die xiang shi li fen fei de mei li zhang jie
Wo jie zhe xie ba yong yuan ai ni xie jin shi de jie wei
Ni shi wo wei yi xiang yao de liao jie
Na bao man de dao sui xing fu le zhe ge ji jie
Er ni de lian jia xiang tian li shou tou de fan qie
Ni tu ran dui wo shuo qi li xiang de ming zi hen mei
Wo ci ke que zhi xiang qin wen ni jue qiang de zui

I went off @ 4:10 AM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

in school surfing net now....coz my hm com is super slow...n easily hang...
today only come for 1 hr lec n a proj mtg..so sian n tired...coz slept at 1am last night....
hmm...dun noe wat to write ...haha....

I went off @ 11:50 AM

Saturday, December 11, 2004

so sian today...go sch only for a 2hrs lec....then dun feel like hm..so early..so went to library with sharon for a while..then went hm went glenna came..no mood to read books also...
To S: sorry if i had did any wrong these few days..maybe coz nt in gd mood ....coz of him again loh..hiaz...but at least the way he treat mi this few days alot better liao..nt so cold liao....n he said we can contact though friendster...
i gt nt much faith in maintaining the relationship...ger..pai sei always tell u all this...

I went off @ 12:10 PM

Dui Bu Qi Wo Ai Ni (fish leong)
Thursday, December 09, 2004

Mei bie de, zhi xiang shuo dui bu qi
Dui bu qi, wo zhen de ai ni
Bu guan ni hui zen me xiang
Ni zen me shuo
Ye bu hui gai bian wo de jue ding
Ni zhi dao
You shi hou gan qing shi hen nan shuo
Hen nan shuo
Ai ren huo peng you
Cong qian dao xian zai
Wo zhen de gan jue yao
Yi xiang ni
Wo de xin jiu fa shao
Xiang gei ni ting wo de xin tiao
Xiang ni zhi dao wo shui de bu hao
He shui xiang zhe ni
Da che xiang zhe ni
He yan bi yan jian
Chu xian de quan shi ni
Wo cai bu dao ni de biao qing
Wo deng bu dao ni de hui ying
Bu xiang nan wei ni
You bu xiang fang qi ni
Jue ding gao su ni
Dui bu qi dui bu qi
Wo ai ni
Mei bie de, zhi xiang shuo dui bu qi
Zen me yang, wo dou hui zhen xi
Bu guan ni hui zen me jiang
Ni zen me zuo
Ye bu hui ying xiang wo de xin qing
Ni zhi dao you shi hou
Nan hai geng nan zhuo mo
Nan zhuo mo
Ai ren huo peng you
Xian zai dao yong yuan
Wo zhen hui gan jue yao
Yi xiang ni
Wo de xin jiu kuang tiao
Wo de mo yang ji bu ji de lao
Qing ren ka you mei you shou dao
Dou shu xiang zhe ni
Ting ge xiang zhe ni
Da di he lan tian
Chu xian de quan shi ni
Wo cai bu guan ni de biao qing
Wo cai bu li
Ni hui bu hui ying
Ni ting yi ting wo de xin tiao
Ni kan yi kan, wo shui de bu hao
He shui xiang zhe ni
Da che xiang zhe ni
He yan bi yan jian
Chu xian de quan shi ni
Wo cai bu dao ni de biao qing
Wo deng bu dao ni de hui ying

I went off @ 1:00 PM

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I went off @ 6:00 AM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

went out with deb yesterday..we eat fish n co...at around PS there...then we walk around orchard there...we talk alot along the way...abot our happiness n prob....then
my cousin settla came to singapore yesterday with her daughter n mother-in-law...they came to my house for dinner..then i n my mother pei them to TM there walk walk....her daughter is so cute...esp the way she talks...soft n sweet....i like baby gers....
i m in ver gd mood today...coz dear dear,,....finally called mi this morning..so surprised n happy...even its only a while..but i m ver happy liao...he also reply fast to my msg liao...i feel that we went back to the begining liao...thats gd,....maybe he xiang tong le ba...after today i decided to wait for him for the next half yr...i will even wait for him for a life time.....

I went off @ 9:36 PM


working at the IT center agian ...
went out with deb to celebrate her birthday yesterday,,,....only i n her..went to eat fish n co at near PS there...n then we walk around orchard....we chat alot abt our xin shi along the way..
then my cousin stella bought her dauther n her mother-in-law to singapore...they stay in a hotel around china town that area...they came to my house for dinner then we pei them walk walk around TM there for a while..then they went back hotel liao..her daugther is so cute...esp when she talks...when we were in the shopping center ..she likes to go near other children n touch themm....so cute...
this morning ..dear dear..zhu dong call mi...i m so surprised n happy...he finally called mi.since so long...n now in his sms,....he gt call mi dear liao..i feel that we r back to the begining liao...so happy today...today when i msg him he gt reply liao..nt like last few weeks no reply....maybe he xiang tong le ba...
after today...i realised that its worth to wait for him...i noe half a yr is really long..but i will try my best....hope everything will be fine in this half yr...

I went off @ 9:00 PM

Ta Hai Shi Bu Dong (S.H.E)

Yao shuo she me
Bei zi dou yi jing kong le
Bi shang yan jing
Xin li xia qi da xue
Tian han you di dong
Shi bu shi dao le
Ai qing jie zhang de shi hou
Zhi sheng xia ge zi mai dan de ji mo
Wei she me dang wo tui kai men
Ta men you lai la zhu wo
Ta hai bu dong, hai shi bu dong
Li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
Ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
Wo yao lai the wen rou
Ta hai bu dong, yong yuan bu dong
Yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
Ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo
Yao yong she me
Rong hua zhe yi pian ji mo
Zai si zhou de long keng qi lian tan xi
Hua zhe yan piao zhou
Guo qu zhong zhong
Zai xin li gun cheng xue qiu
Pa hai mei shuo hua lei jiu hui xian liu
Ai bu shi ta gei de bu duo
Shi bu zhi dao wo yao she me
Dou shi bei le taiduo de xin yuan
Liu xing cai hui die de na me zhong
Ai tai xin ye you
Zui hui de shi hou
Zai di yi shi jian zhen jiu wo

I went off @ 1:49 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

today is the 2nd day of school ....nt bad to sch mood yet..haha...still coughing badly...maybe going out with deb n sharon later...hehe...so long never go out with deb liao...tomorrow is her birthday...Happy Birthday ger...may all ur wishes comes true...may god bless u...
yesterday..he some sort gave mi a ans..he said that our relationship will stay on...but he is going overseas to work on this friday...for half a yr...thats really really long....alots of things will happen in this half a yr..nobody noes also..but no matter wat...dear...i will study hard for myself ...n get a good job in the future....n my feeling for u will never change ....
deb..hope u like the present ...

I went off @ 9:35 AM

Friday, December 03, 2004

jus came back from malaysia this today..reached this morning...we reached abt 8smtg...then we cleaned up the house ...then went to hav breakfast...n went to fetch my puppy back..miss her so so much..she was so happy when she saw us...keep jumping....but today she look wired..she did nt bark when we open the door or when came back..she look weak n sleepy...dun noe wat happen to her....
then i went to c doctor in the afternoon..coz my cough is getting worse now n plus flu...i eat my medicine when i came back n now so sleepy....as the cough syrup will make us feel drowy...
now at work agian..so sian ...need to work after came back form the trip...
in malaysia...my cousins keeping bringing tyo places to eat..n eat..we just keep eat ing n eating everyday..we played fire crackers there..is fun n special..coz we cant play it in singapore...we saw how ppl kill a chicken to cook it n eat..we eat foods that we cant find in singapore...we went shopping..but the clothes there is not ver nice ..dun really suit us...i jus bought some facial things back ...n a blouse only...the babies there are so cute...they my cousins' children...i love children...
one week really pass ver fast..n now..sch going to start on the coming monday liao...so sian...
i only hav to study 2 elective subjects n csas n apel...then plus my fyp proj....hope my this last sem of my whole poly will be a gd one.. i going miss my poly life...
TO S:
he still hav nt give mi a ans till now...even thought the ans maybe a break off ..nobody noes..but dun noe y i still put in lots of hope on him..maybe i still cant let go...there is ntg i can do now...i can only wait n wait....but at least this morning i msg him tat i reached singapore ..he gt reply back...ger..sometimes i did tell myself to forget abt him n concentrate n my studies n church things..but i cant do it.. i keep thinking of him.. on thurs was our 2nd mth together..but even though we r together 2 mths..but we had nt meet for more than one month liao...

I went off @ 6:37 PM