today cant wake up in time.. keep lying on the bed.. dun feel like waking up.. too tired n sleepy....went to sch to make ice cream again... at first we thought we could still use the mix that we do last thurs n give it a try n c wat is the result after processing.. but mdm lau said its already spoiled after aging for 4days.. so no pt processing it.. so we threw away the mix n redo everything... we did 2 basic formulations with 2diff. types of vanilla flavours that we took from sharon's attachment comoany.. n we manage to meet mr.dawis today.. n we gt to noe that we could age the mix at 1.5 hrs...its alright for triad making... so we manage to do the processing for one mix today.. n its ver successful... as we could c the texture of the ice cream is gd n taste jus right... nt too sweet ... gt vanilla taste.....at first we thought there is enough time to process two mix.. but coz teh washing n taking out of the ice cream take quite lot of time so we only could process one mix today... while we went out for lunch...a ger approch us n introduce us to a facial package n its jus $21 plus GST.. it include of a facial was n a eye treatment.... but need to book appointment in advance.. so we tried to call n c whether we r able to book today after our lab..abt 5pm.. so we went there after our lab... wah.. the treatment was gd.. it really help mi to wash off the dirts n black heads... hope tat my eye cycle will be abit better after this.. then after that they intro alot of package to us n wan us to sign up n even said its cheaper n gt discount for us to sign up now.. but we where gt so much money in hand now to sign up....we only work part time leh... we end the thing abt 8plus.. wah.. it last abt more than 2hours...
tomorrow going to sch again to process the other batch of mix.. hope tomorrow can finish fast n gt time to watch the princess dairy 2...
i noe i should nt put all my heart into a relationship now.. as now i should be concentrating on my major proj.. but dun noe why i m weak n soft when come to relationship...i noe u all shi wei wo hao.. dun wish to c mi gt hurt by guys.. but sometime i really cant control myself... love is blind... i really hope to get into a serious n stable relationship.. but i dun noe y now i want to commit to a relationahip but this is wat i gt in return ... i really cant possible keep waiting like this... i nm really scared.... scared that he is cheating mi..or he noe a better ger... dun noe y .. i gt lots of fear.. coz i really scare of losing him... i really dun wan to.. i felt that he change ... esp the way he treats mi..last time no matter wat he will still at least sms mi n show concern for mi n ask mi to take care n remember to eat.... the sweet moments that we had been through keep flashing in my mind.. i really miss those days... but now.. he hardly sms mi.. n call mi.. even he call n we talk but nt a while later .. he will either going for work or too tired to talk liao... he is always keeping the problems to himself .. n dun tell mi unless i ask him alot of times... i always feel down n sad whenever i m alone ... y i cant jus be as xin fu as glenna, vernessa n kai xin.. their bf treats them so so gd.. no matter how busy they r .. they will find time to meet each other.....i m so envy of them............