hmm...start form yesterday..
on tue night...i couldn't sleep at all..i called n sms my dear for the whole day but he no reply or even ans my call....but i managed to get him at abt 11plus at night..then he was at hm...the first thing he asked mi is did i called his house...he sounds nt happy tat i called his house..tehn he said he will use his house phone to call mi .. but he did nt ..i wait till 1 stmg...i cried the whole night..nt coz of he nt calling mi back.. but coz of the way he treat mi these few days..
its totaly unfair to mi.. i dun even noe wats the prob occuring between us... he really change...this is nt the way that he treats mi last time..when we first started.....we only together one mth only.. n this thing is happening to us..y y..i really dun wan to lose him ... we really need to meet up n talk out the prob n nt avioding each other...no point..we both will hurt more...
i really down on wed..wake up around 6smtg...called him ...but no ans again....
i really dun noe wat to say abt this reationship liao..there is ntg i can do..i can jus give him some time to xiang tong n settle his things loh...
To S:
i really muz thank u for being by my side on wed....u noe wat i mean..if nt of u.. u really dun noe wat to do....sorry if i spoit ur shopping mood that day..
I went off @
12:27 AM
Friday, November 12, 2004